I'm back to blogger, because I've decided that ranting on twitter is fucking gay.
I've seen many friends ranting on twitter, and they can go on and on complaining about their lives, flooding my timeline, torturing my eyes.
So, I've decided to be otherwise.
Life has been pretty hectic for me ever since I've finish my O levels.
I continued my part time job at hotel banquets immediately after the day of my last paper.
Instead of slacking at home, doing nothing all day, I would rather work the hell out of myself and spend my time more wisely.
At least at work, I meet new friends, and learn new life skills.
Of course, I had reasons for continuing work at hotel banquets.
1. Time flies like rocket.
2. I would probably want to pursue my future in this industry.
I've enrolled myself into Nanyang Polytechnic's Hospitality & Tourism.
School will start probably around April, another turning point in my life? I'm anticipating it. (:
I met a new guy at work, Jeffrey.
It's amazing how I ended my 3 years relationship, stayed single for 6 months, and now having a new guy in my life.
Everything feels like it just happened yesterday.
Yup, after a little catch up, here's where ranting starts.
Fuck you blogger.
You've changed so much, yet gotten from bad to worse.
Now I even have issues customising my own blogskin.
Just what kind of nonsense are you giving me?
Look at how ugly my blog is now, because I'm currently using your fucking default skin.
And widgets? Please. Why the hell is the twitter widget not working? I tried creating my own one from twitter.com, and then placing it in the html, but it's not appearing...?
I tried changing my blog background to a picture of my own choice, it's not working neither?
Oh god, just burn in hell.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
I've been so busy with my work that I'm neglecting my lil blog. ):
Today I'm going to update on Flea at scape with Lysha and Sweeny.
We rented a booth there to sell our unwanted clothes away !
I'm super unglam that day, bad hair day + ugly outfit + no makeup.
And I'm going to rot all of your eyes with the ugly photos of me.
But fear not, my friends are pretty. Unlike me. ):
See us trying to act like hosehbo.
Here are photos of our booth !
See the whole moutain of clothes?
They are all @ 2dollars !
The maids were all over the 2dollar clothes.
Like madness, dig and dig and dig, throw our clothes everywhere.
One of the maid anger me the most.
She took my kiss romper from the 2 dollar section, and ask me if I could sell her @ 1 dollar.
I was okay with selling her @ 1 dollar. But while she negotiates the price, she was stretching the
band on my romper, stretch and stretch ! How rude. If she had treat my romper better,
I would have gladly sell it to her at 1 dollar.
So rude of her to treat people's clothes like this.
Red bull gives you wingssssssssss.
There were girls walking around giving our free red bulls on that day.
If I'm not wrong, they are advertising for their new flavour. 20% less sugar. (:
As they walk pass our booth, Sweeny, Lysha and I gave them the yearning look.
HAHA. Epic (:
So they gave us 3 cans of red bull and 3 Frisbee.
And took photos with us.
But they didnt give the two ladies at the booth next to our booth !
And she was saying, " They want take photo with young girls only, we too old they dont want le !"
Lol! haha, so funny. She wasn't old actually, in her 20s only. (:
After selling the clothes, I'm left with barely half my waredrobe !
Really need shopping soon.
Otherwise I'll be wearing a bathrobe out since I have no more nice clothes to wear!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
That's me about half a year ago. (:
I think I look cute when I'm fatter.
I've been trying hard to figure out life.
Everything seems to be annoying me these days.
I get disappointed all the time.
Be it disappointed with myself or others.
Life: Getting disappointed all the time and die?
Everyday, people fight to live for tomorrow.
People work, study, so that they'll have a better tomorrow.
Repeating the same cycle again and again.
If you don't study, you can't get a job that pays you enough to feed you with what you need, if you don't have a good job, you can't enjoy many of the luxuries in the world, you can't enjoy the luxuries in the world, then you can't enjoy life.
What's the point?
There's no definite answers to life.
If you're sure of the answer, you'll just end up being disappointed for getting the wrong answer.
I get disappointed all the time, be it family, friends, boyfriends, etc.
But I choose to cast the disappointments aside and stay happy.
Yes, I'm happy, I'm not pretending to be happy.
I choose to stay happy because I want to enjoy life.
But staying happy isn't enough to make me enjoy life.
Happy over what?
Happy over nothing.
I love being happy.
But somehow, anyhow, happy came crashing down on me.
Happy made me realise what I've been believing was never right.
What am I?
Who are you?
What exactly are we doing in this world?
What will happen tomorrow?
Why is everybody fighting for tomorrow?
Why is everybody anticipating tomorrow?
We all studied history.
History taught us the past, gives us knowledge, warn us not to repeat the same mistake again.
Why should we avoid letting the same mistake happen again?
Why is everyone so sure that if we do it again, the outcome and consequences would be the same?
We believe what life is because everyone says the same thing about it.
Questions keeps on coming to me, spreads like a disease on my mind.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Went out with Peisheng the other day.
We had dinner at Hongkong Cafe, hahaha, the food was heavenly! Yum yum.
It was my first time dining there. Like suaku la -.-
Peisheng always say the food there super nice, and he can go on chanting about wanting to eat their baked rice. Chant like he never had baked before. Crazy.
Their menu looks cute so I took a photo with it.
Others dining there thought I'm crazy for taking photo with the menu.
I don't care ok, it looks cute so whatever ^^
It's like a big stamp ! (:
So I ordered Black Pepper Chicken Spaghetti, cuz it looks damn delicious and I had cravings for spaghetti that afternoon too.
Looks damn good right.
Omg, hungry after looking at the photo.
Peisheng ordered Baked Rice With Chicken Chop.
Expected la okay.
If one day he ever reject Baked Rice and choose some other dish, I might strike lottery that day. ^^
This is their Ice Hongkong Milk Tea.
Tasted normal but Peisheng insist that it is nice, LOL.
After our meal, we went to void deck to slack before going to Gilda's house to ton (:
Slack at void deck, #nolife ):
I didn't took any photos at Gilda's place cuz we were too busy having fun.
Brand, Jarrett and Peisheng gamble while I sat by Peisheng and shower him with my luck, while Gilda were at the living room with Carrot, her sister and her sister's boyfriend Alvin.
Basically, Gilda's house were crowded that night. (:
Ton through the night.
The next morning we were suppose to go sentosa, but unfortunately, it rained ):
So we stayed at Vivo City, hang around the arcade and went home afterwards because I had to work later that day.
I can't wait to go Sentosa on the next date!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Alright, so here are pictures of me with makeup and me w/o makeup.
Truth to be told, I don't put really thick makeups, seriously, I don't.
But many out there kept saying that I apply really thick makeups.
I DON'T OK.
Yes, with makeup and without makeup makes difference, but not VERY BIG difference right?
Seriously, it hurts me at times when people say things like " hey, I think your makeup is a little too thick "
I don't put thick makeups, I've only apply BB cream and Mascara, and sometimes when I feel vain, I would put on fake eye lashes.
Oh, and I look fat when I smile with teeth ^^
I'm not pretty.
It is makeup that makes me look better.
I was never one of the popular girls in school.
I would go school with my fringe clipped up, and I would wear spectacles.
My usual look in school never attract guys, well, I'm not keen in attracting anyone though.
Whenever schoolmates come across my facebook and view my photos, they would never believe that the girl in those pretty picture is me.
Some would even think that I photoshop my photos.
Honestly, I have no idea how to use photoshop, hahahaha.
The only thing I have ever used to edit my photos are IPhone apps.
You know, apps that are able to give photos vintage effects, etc.
My confidence comes from my outfit and my makeup.
They help me to look good, it gives me confidence, makes me happier.
Looking pretty among the crowd attracts attention.
And I love attention. (:
I don't need to be prettier than other girls, I just wanna look good.
Whenever people compliment me saying that I look good or I've silm down, I would reply, " huh, no la"
Act humble only. To be honest, I secretly celebrate for that compliment. (:
I'm not pretty.
But I'll work hard, to look good. (:
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Nothing is ever easy in life.
People need to learn to stop caring, stop bothering, in order to keep themselves happy.
Don't be afraid to be happy.
Because this is the way life is, the day will go on when you're upset, the day will STILL go on when you're happy.
Since so, then why torture yourself being unhappy?
It might be easier to say than to do it, but if you ever really give a really hard thought to it, it is actually as simple as 1 2 3.
Some people may say that this is escaping from reality, but no, it never was.
It was just a way of enjoying life.
Someday, we will all have to die, we'll all leave the world.
Do you really wanna leave the world with unhappiness, living like it was hell, torturing yourselves?
Lead a happy life, and eventually, dying wouldn't be scary anymore. (:
I'll be taking O level's Chinese Paper tomorrow.
Didn't prepare for it though, I'm not ready to take the exam yet.
But there's nothing I can do anyway, I'll still have to take it.
Today Xinger and I went to Serangoon's mac to study, but apparently, both of us didn't have any mood to study, so in less than an hour, we left mac, and went to nex for a walk.
Wanted to sing k, but nope, poorgirl96 here, have got no money to sing, so yup.
Went to slack. #nolife
And here are some bimbotic pictures to rot your eyes (:
Everything's gonna be ok (: